Everyone eventually screws things up

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Day 33: Someone who really hurt you

Before I proceed with the actual content of this entry, I shall first warn you that the following details that will be presented are a bit personal and emotional...

Anyway! So someone who'd really hurt me?

I think it's going to be my parents. Disclaimers first, I'm not saying that they are not a good parent neither am I saying that they are not enough. They are probably the best parents that I could have and I wouldn't exchange them for anything else. It's just that they've really hurt me because they matter to me. Because I love them. And what else hurts more that your loved one actually hurting you? Like what they've done was already enough to hurt you and then the fact that they are one of the most important people in your life adds up to the hurt much more. I don't think nothing can hurt more than your parents hurting you emotionally. I know you understand what I'm trying to say. I'm not gonna dwell on the things that they've done to hurt me. I've already moved on with that and I have already forgiven them with that. Of course it's not entirely their fault, everyone eventually screws things up. To be completely honest, I don't think I will ever open this topic up to anyone else. But of course, for the sake of this challenge, I just did open this topic up to a lot of strangers. Oh well.

PDG